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Good persons are rare. I believe in that sentence. I almost lost my blackberry yesterday. I left it in the rest room. I put it behind me, I and forgot to take it back. I have always warned myself to not forget to take the things that I’ve put behind or beside me while I’m in public area. Yet, people make mistakes, and so do I. I had a thing going on in my mind for days. I kept thinking and thinking about it. I thought till I couldn’t sleep well, I thought till I couldn’t concentrate well. And today, I do feel so so relieved cos finally this thing has been solved :)
Well, back to the main topic. So yesterday I went to the cinema, and before the movie started, I went to the rest room first so that I could watch the movie comfortably. And yes, I did leave my blackberry behind. I put my blackberry and my ticket behind me. I didn’t realize. Till the time we were going inside the studio, then the guy asked me for the tickets, and I said the tickets were in denni. Denni said no, tickets weren’t in him, and I said oh yes tickets were in my sister’s. But my sister also said that the tickets weren’t in hers. Then I confused cos I was so sure that I gave the tickets to either denni or my sister. And yeah, you can imagine what happened next. Till a family came up and brought my blackberry and tickets to the movie guys, and yes I did just realize that I left it behind. How careless I was? I so so so thanked to the family for being so honest. They’re one in a million. I have never imagined of losing my blackberry. I have even never imagine of forgetting to take it back after putting it behind me.
Well, good persons are rare, but they are real :)

It’s been almost a month since my last update. And now I’m sitting here, blogging thru my phone while waiting for denni to pick me up.
I’ve been back to my hometown for 10 days. I enjoyed my time so mucho. Home has always been the best place and it will always be. I went to sleep and 2am and woke up around 11am. Everyday! Mom cooked us the best food ever!! I love being at homee!!!
I’ve moved to jakarta recently, to an apartment. Dad was coming for 2 days to prepare everything, he bought all we needed. Mom and dad are the best!!
I’ve started my job since last monday. My job would be so much fun, yet it’s so much under pressure too. Denni has finally got his job too. I work at senayan and denni’s at palmerah. It’s not quite far from his office to mine. So we’re going and back together to and from the office. I was driving on my first day, and I was mad exhausted. I woke up at almost 5am. Couldn’t sleep well cos I was afraid that I couldn’t wake up. Went to office at 6.10am to avoid the 3in1, and reached senayan around 6.20. And I was lost!!!!! But I finally reached my office at almost 7am. Slept for a while cos office wasn’t opened yet. I didn’t work much in my 1st day. My boss is a woman and she loves to cook, so I got lucky chance to taste her soto ayam and again her bubur ayam. And it tasted great. Then I got out office at 7pm (again, to avoid the 3in1). Traffic was so frigging bad!!!!!!! I reached my apartment at 8 something. Luckily I wasn’t feel hungry at all cos I already had bubur ayam so I wouldn’t be needing to waste another dinner time. And I feel asleep and almost 10pm. So on the 2nd day, I decided to go to office with denni as he’s driving motorcycle and it’s much more easier than driving a car! What better is, I don’t need to worry about the 3in1 and what even best is, I go with my denni!!!!! And as I’m one of the user now, I try to less or maybe stop cursing all the motor bikers!!!
Well, that’s all. I’m blabbering too muchhhh and I’m running of battery.
Princess in love, carissa!!

Heyyyy hoo, I’m trying to blog through my blackberry, and if it works, I guess I’ll be blogging more often.
And yes, I’m going back home tomorrow morning with my sister. Everything’s packed, I’m more than ready!!!
I miss my denni. This week flew slower I guess cos I got through it alone. Though I used to it, I used do to long distance relationship, still, it is so hard to stand a week without denni. Too bad, we won’t be meeting each other till January, and it means, I’ll miss his birthday, again, just like last year!!!!
I have super good news; I GOT THE JOB!!!!! Did you read it; yes I got the job. Will be starting in January 10th. I know that the salary is not as much as I want and the office is quite far which is in Senayan, yet it worth to try!! Cos I know I’ll be loving this job since I was being interviewed. And I truly hope everything goes well.
Good night!!!!!

It’s Sunday, and there are 4 more days till Denni comes back to Jakarta. And as I said in my previous post, I’ll be going home on Wednesday. So we won’t have the chance to catch up. I miss Denni too much. I know I won’t be missing him this much if we were in the same country. Though it’s only Jakarta and Kuala Lumpur, and it’s only one hour different time. Yet, I feel different. Or maybe I’m afraid, too afraid.

Enough with Denni’s thing. I know he is too addictive! Talk about my interview last Friday. OMG! I was being interviewed for one and half hour. The office doesn’t look like an office, I swear. First time I stepped into the office, I felt so weird. There are only 5 workers, and if I got the job, I would be the sixth. And after I met the boss, my weirdness feeling was gone slowly. She explained about the company, the job and blablablahh. Let’s keep all the finger crossed for this job. I’ll have one more interview.

Gotta get up now cos I’ve been up since 11am and still lazying around till now (12.15pm).

You know you love me!!

Time flies, it’s almost Christmas and we are already in the edge of 2010 now. We will step into 2010 in just 2 weeks.

I had so many things happened, check them out:

1. Me and two of my friends started an online shop.

2. I have quit my job. (Enough said).

3. I did search for new job; and I haven’t gotten one. Last month I tried to get into one of the biggest retail company in Indonesia. I did pass the psycho test; but unfortunately, they didn’t call me for the next interview. I was hoping so bad for that job. They said they would call me in 1-2 weeks time for the next interview, if the user suited me. And it seemed like the user didn’t think that I’m suitable for the job. Well, I wasn’t the only one trying to get into the company.

4. I have graduated on December 4th. Mom and dad came to the graduation ceremony. Denni and sis were also coming. I was so happy beyond word.

5. Denni was back to Jakarta by the end of August 2010. For good. Did you read that; FOR GOOD!!! So now distance ain’t a  problem anymore. But today, he went to Malaysia for a week. He’s taking all his things. No prob!

6. I will be going back to my only home next week. The place where my heart belongs to; where I have my family around me.

7. This is the last month I’m staying at this boarding house. I’m getting out, and I’ll move to Jakarta. No more Karawaci.

8. I will be having a job interview tomorrow. I need world’s best luck!

I keep recalling and recalling; yet I remember nothing. So that’s all.

Cheers! Enjoy December, the very last month of the year!!

Hey, I just wanna share my happy times during July. I thought July was going to be like hell cos 9t of July was my thesis defense day. I was screwed up on that day. But the ninth can be forgotten cos i have reasons to be happy right now. So here are the dates:

11th of July; the closing ceremony and i passed.

17th of July; moved to new place which is better than my condo and i love my room loads.

20th of July; i got my own ride from my daddy!

22th of July; finally the final project has been approved by all the lecturers! so iam now officially a Bachelor of Applied Science. I just need to wait until November or December to make it more official, to finally put title on my name.

xoxo

what can i say; work has wasted most of my time. i had lunch at 4 something. i didnt even feel hungry cos i was too busy. but thank god, everything is still under control..

well, gotta drag myself to take bath.

xoxo